Thursday, 30 June 2011

Bersyukur?

Huff..

Buat bersyukur itu ga cuma butuh ucapan..
Bersyukur itu keliatan dari gimana tindakan dan cara pikir kita terhadap suatu hal..

Kalo gue bilang gue bersyukur karena gue punya keluarga yang terbaik, harusnya gue sering ngobrol sama keluarga gue..

Kalo gue bilang gue bersyukur atas pekerjaan gue, harusnya gue kerja dengan serius.. Dengan sekeras2nya sebisa gue.. Dan bukannya ngeluh..

Kalo gue bilang gue bersyukur karena ketemu sama lo, harusnya gue ngerti perasaan lo dan ngejaga relationship yang ada dengan ga ngingkari janji yang ada.. Harusnya gue tau apa yang bikin lo sedih, marah, atau kecewa; dan harusnya gue ga ngelakuin itu..

Kenyataannya...
Yah,kenyataannya kayanya gue emang masih belum bener2 bisa bersyukur atas apa yang gue punya..

-belajarlagi-



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Wednesday, 29 June 2011

S.H.I.T.


I'm feeling like one.. :'(

Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol



We'll do it all
Everything
On our own

We don't need
Anything
Or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel

Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads

I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see

I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
would you lie with me and just forget the world?


...

well, that's about it..
that's what I'm feeling..

...

Tuesday, 21 June 2011

forever



I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you'll leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

You are the sun,
You are my light,
And you're the last thing on my mind,
Before I go to sleep at night,
You're always round,
When I'm in need,
When trouble's on my mind,
You put my soul at ease,

There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,

I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

We've had our fun,
We've made mistakes,
But who'd have guessed along that road,
We'd learn to give and take,
It's so much more than I could have dreamed,
Cause you make loving you, so easy for me,

There is no one in this world,
Who can love me like you do,
That is the reason that I,
Wanna spend forever with you,

I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever,

And girl I pray you leave me, never,

Cause this is the world, where lovers often go astray,
But if we love each other, we won't go that way,
So put your doubts aside,
Do what it takes to make it right,
I love you, forever, no-one can tear us apart,

I'll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, (took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, (you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
And I'll be loving you forever, (forever)
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart, (you took my heart girl)
And tore it apart, (you tore it apart now)
I would love you still, forever,
I'll be loving you forever,
Deep inside my heart you leave me never,
Even if you took my heart,
And tore it apart,
I would love you still, forever

Monday, 20 June 2011

I'll see you soon


for you,

I like it when you "text" me every morning, just to say "GOOD DAY!"
and I like it the most when you said, "don't stop doing that, k? even when we're mad at each other..", and I said, "yes!"

I love it whenever I hear your voice through the phone..
and honestly, I don't want to end every single one of those phone calls..
I just want to talk until we fall asleep..

I'm sorry for making you sad, or even mad at me for so many times..
and I thank you for always forgiving me and telling me that everything's just fine..
well, I know that sometimes your "fine" means "not fine at all".. but still, you laugh when I joke..

I do want to be with you right now..
I do want to share my life with you.. and of course, with Calya..
hell, I do want you so bad..

it won't be so long until I see you..
in fact, I'll see you in no time..

so, wait for me..
till then, please take care of what I've given you..


love,

me

Friday, 10 June 2011

kiss


you'll be my first.. yes, you will..
and I want you to be my last as well..


this I promise you

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

Thursday, 2 June 2011

well, you know ...


... how much I want you;

MORE THAN THAT KID WANTS HIS CAKE!